Najiha Bte Norazad
love: - Endang
- Beauty
- U!
I'm just a girl.Always want something simple, nice, love..
aFRAId when someone scold or angry at me...
gets Into shi**ts everday
Naj juz wan u to understand me...
16 nov 1989
student Of the RePuBlic
My needs and wants
new lappy
dress
a ring
cap
handBag
New shoes
money
hugs & kisses:)
VOICES;
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I admit it.. Bf got me alot of stuffs.. Just last valentines' day, he got me a new necklace, a pair of jeans(that i had always wanted) and a box of chocolate(i wonder why all the gifts comes with chocolate).. I myself, not a single thing I can give him.. sob sob.. no money no talk.. i can only cook for him(hope u like it..)I almost lost a ring.. Luckily he's kind enough to search for it for me.. hehe..Now, i just feel tired..>> Morning cook lunch for bf and me, afternoon met bf.. then go library(do some fyp research, didnt manage to find wat I want.. then of to Bugis junction(just walk around), night ade ngaji.. then served some food to asatizah and sister(stupid new maid got attitude problem.. she just left the kitchen without helping and off to bed).. then I washed the dishes and clean the kitchen.. clear the dining table.. then went to my room.,,haizz... wat a day...Im thinking wat to feed myself for tomorow.. just cereal?? maybe.. but how about bf? haiz cik sul dah tkde... susah benar.. now bf and me juz have to save alot.. no more spending(naj, dont even think to ask for anything..hehehe..) today.. we have achieved something.. amount spend: $0.00.. yeay!! Ya Tuhan, bukalah pintu rezeki untuk kami.. im helping him to find part time job, any vacancies anyone? inform me aite... ok ok, waiting for bf finishes his prayer...waiting for his call..CEPATlah sikit Bang oiii!! till then,Chao!
haiya... geram betul ngan batok ni..btw.. nasib baek By check the training timetable..Fuhh... kalo tak.. missed agaknye...i forced myself to come... Naj boleh nye... segalanya untuk Endang.. jiwe bebtapi dorg mesti get irritated by me... ter batok sane.. terbatok sini... sori uh gang.. can't control.. too painfulthen the best part is.... MAKAN... bf masak nasi lemak.. baek kape... tak sia2.. (By... sok mee goreng eh... syg u..heh)then balek... ade situasi yg tak menyenangkn pt umah.. nasib baek tak ade kene mengene ngan ku..My background...i grew up in a family that doesnt care much about someone's feelings..in a family that don't even look at small stuff.. the word "thank you".. i can barely hear it..everything is secret... if someone is not happy... there will be silence or scolding..and so i learnt that whenever i'm sad, angry, etc., i have to keep it to myself... only hear the good stuff..suddenly this person came to my life... who wants every details.. minor things is a big deal to him..It maybe easy for others but not for me.. he wants me to appreciate what he's done to me..On the other side i worried about bigger stuff.. I too care about us... what if we are forced not to see each other again?I don't want him to get involved in my problems.. everything shall be my fault not his..But its ok then.. i shall keep quiet.. avoid talking nonsense.. control my temper.. cuz i unable to console someone.. not good at it.. Happy me... promised..By.. sorry...
still sick... urghhh... bingit nye...now bf gets the virus... sorry By... hmm.. naj batok2 tk leh tdo ... ask him to msn me ... no respond.. i think he's asleep.. naj soo bored.. can't call anyone(malas nk dok pt living rm akai tepon umah)2morow, bf told me to stay at home.. haiya... -> promised him oready.. hmm... ape tadi aku buat eh.... tengahari lunch wif bf..pastu... gi FYP meeting..pastu .. lepak pat skola tgk movie... (this time not from utube ye atie!)pastu... bf anta balek..then he off to trainingnaj ade ngaji pat umahthen watch tv..eat dinner plus eat medicine..then on the phone with bf less then 10min..send the attendance list to fir..then update this blog.. n still waiting for bf to msn..(bodoh sey naj, die kn dah tdo) wuhoo... byk jugk bende yg aku buat nari..kk, atie dah kasi online cerpen untuk aku bace...chao!!
ily... N to K
.. all i want is for u to trust me..Naj VERY2 sick.. flu, fever, cough, cold, headache... argghh all in one.. can't sing.. voice like a man.. (haiya) Today is our first month.. naj don't care.. want boify jugak.. haha... go out wif bf wif the coughing, the sneezing, etc.things don't turn out like what bf planned...Aww... sooooo sorry... naj have to go home early... Bf very sad... Naj want him happy how??next celebration will be on me... naj keep herself healthy..At home... arggh!! fyp STUff... so stress... so tired... so SICK!!!naj have to start.. tomorow date due for the work.. oh God.. please help me... Naj CAN'T concentrate = blog update..I need more drugs plz... father and daughter still not talking to each other= naj sad=naj helpless On the other side... Naj happy, feel a bit better.. cuz mit bf!For u By!
4th February 2009...(Wed)Early in the morning... doesnt start well..Kene marah ngan my dad... (adelah sebab2 tertentu)Bf tertunggu kat bawah blok... satu jam lagi.. haiya.. confirm bingit..Meet him then we're off to JOHORE... just the two of us!! first time sey tak ngan parents..but at first... takot2 jugk.. but then ok lah .. bf always beside me..Best.. haha.. even though we spent our time ONLy at one shopping centre(maklumlah.. tak tau jalan), we had lots of fun.. yeah! at last bf kasi shopping.. tapi mesti budget2 siket uh(we know our limit).. but not on FOOD! makan best2..
After wayang... receive msg from sis... " tell Horlick to make a date with me and abg fizan."hey... horlick tu air!! waduh... ALAMAK.. aku yang suspend... hope everything goes well.. are u ready to meet them by?
(our food!! eat at Kenny Rogers... first time!)
(I pakai slack giler... hheh.. precaution.. pat malaysia katekn)
(Bf took pic of movie ticket and receipt for the lunch.. UNderworld 3 best..u guys should watch..i don't even know that underworld 2 exist... hah)
(we bought couple tshirt... so cute... attract our eyes... then buy... murah jugak...)
(lastly, wanna finish up malaysian currency.. bought ring... haha...) It doent go well back in Singapore... haiya... but atleast i was having fun at first,..I luv my BF...he's my everything... (my financial planner, my friend, my bf, etc) hehe... dah atie.. skali tiga entry ku bagi... hahah chao!
hah,... 31 January 2009..culturePhamily day...hah... things ok lah.. fun...picture for this.. hmm... tak de uh... mintak org laen ye..then... Retreat.. Gala night..Malam seniman seniwati...hah.. naj lupe lirik.. waduh... malu sey.. sori ye sume... laen kali naj hafal lirik..but so far... ok.. 
( sori lah.. naj tk dress betol2.. Bf dress up baek uh..)
( seniwati Saloma dan Seniwati Nona Asia.. :))
(alamak... seniman ngan seniwati ke ni... Aiya cik Siti..)
(our table... hmm mcm2... Bf menang award mcm paham!! tak baek sey korg.. hheheh)
( seniwati saloma ngan Sam Dol.. heheh)enjoy jugak ku... haiya.. kalo lah dpt tgk concert awie kan best....hehe..
Yelah .. yelah atiee.... aku update ni.... whaha.kk.. first, ill start with holiday at Batam...( cHinese New Year)Its not really holiday.... but its like a service learning with family...
Almost 80 orphanage children attend this event that was organized by my parents.. held at mmy aunt's place..
(wahh... bykkan... siap ngan pepsi skali..) 
(KFC dorang ade nasi... 100 set of KCF meal gone!! saye tk dapat.. sob sob.. ini sume adek sdare nye pasal!) 
(he's now 13..)tengok muke dorg.. macm nk berginang air mata...haizz...other pics --> my multiply..